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I have been through the worst phase of depression; I was not only internally wounded, but also into self-harm. When my parents got divorced, I was mentally disturbed for quite some time. Being bullied at school was another reason why I was depressed. As I grew up, some traumatic childhood memories of witnessing domestic violence against my mother kept ringing in my head and I developed certain fears. I lacked confidence to such an extent that I barely went on dates. This is when I realized I had developed sexual frustration as well.
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After an hour, we started getting into dirty talking. It was so exciting that I knew we had to go home. I brought her home and she helped me relax and made me feel extremely comfortable. When she left in the morning, I was a different person. She is the only escort I have ever been with and I still hire her whenever I want to feel loved.